PTSD Reaction to Sarah McLachlan - due South story, INCOMPLETE, story amnesty
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Then something stirred in my deep memory and I remembered I'd made the joke I'd just made before.
Here, this is from my gdocs. It's the first two-and-a-bit pages of a story I wrote in 2012. I have no idea what the plot was going to be.
Title: PTSD Reaction to Sarah McLachlan (abandoned WIP)
Fandom: due South
Pairing: Benton Fraser/Ray Kowalski
Rating: Teen and up
Summary: It took Ray two weeks on the trail to feel like if Fraser got abducted by aliens, he wouldn't necessarily die within the next ten minutes.
Notes: This is my experiment with writing a post-Call of the Wild story and I chickened out right when the plot kicks in, but the RayK voice makes me happy.
( It took Ray two weeks on the trail to feel like if Fraser got abducted by aliens, he wouldn't necessarily die within the next ten minutes. It wasn't the best feeling he'd ever had in his life, that dependence on somebody else for stuff like what to eat and how to pee without freezing off the family jewels, but he got used to it, worked through it, and got to thinking about how Fraser'd been depending on him and Vecchio for years for Chicago survival stuff. That thought took the edge off of the sheer unadulterated what the fuck of the Arctic. )
Grillable Tofu Burgers
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Wayne calls this the “1996 Veggie Burger.” It’s basically an old-school hippie burger. I love them for a few reasons. First, they’re grill-able. Second, they’re made from ingredients I understand – organic tofu, seeds, nuts, eggs, spices, and breadcrumbs. And third, they’re endlessly adaptable by switching up the spices & your burger toppings.
The Recipe
On the cooking front, I’ve been cleaning out some drawers. Primarily going through old magazine clippings (which is part of the reason I’ve been featuring more magazine inspired recipes than usual). I’ve been finding lots of gems, and these tofu burgers jumped out at me. I’ve adapted them from a reader contributed recipe that ran in the October 2004 issue of Sunset Magazine. The recipe was sent to Sunset by Jeremy Wolf of San Francisco, and I enjoyed them so much! They were impossibly easy to make, relying on the “throw everything in the food processor” technique, and called for a quirky mix of ingredients ranging from tofu, seeds, and nuts, to mustard, cumin, and mushrooms. In the years since, I’ve done a lot of variations, and I’ll talk through a few of them below.
I will say, I suspect you’ll be tempted to tweak the seasonings, and you should! But here’s my advice. Don’t skimp on the cumin or mustard, you need some assertive flavors to kick in – keep in mind you’re dealing with ground tofu and eggs as a burger base. Whatever you do think bold!
Tofu Burgers – How To Cook Them
One of the great things about these is you can cook them a number of ways. You can use a skillet, you can grill them, or you can bake them. The main thing you need to do is blend the mixture to a smooth-ish consistency. Then firmly shape and press the mixture into firm patties. I call for the firmest tofu you can find (extra-firm), but each tofu brand has a different quantity of water in it. If your mixture is too wet, simply blend in more breadcrumbs 1/4 cup at a time, and go from there. The mixture also firms up as it sits, so keep that in mind. You can let it rest for 10 minutes or so before shaping if you have the time.
Tofu Burger Variations
A number of people have attempted to make these without the egg. I haven’t tested that version yet, but here’s are a few notes from the comments. From Lisa,”For the vegan, I reserved part of the batch before adding eggs, and put in a tablespoon of almond butter as a binder, plus a little extra breadcrumbs.” Jacqui says,”…although I was out of eggs, so I used 2 T of chia seeds mixed with 6 T of water as a replacement. Worked great!”
For a gluten-free option Lisa commented with this brilliance, “I make something similar to these and use masa harina instead of breadcrumbs for a gluten-free option… it definitely gives it a “southwestern” twist, and is SO delicious.”
Cooking Tips
If you’re nervous about the patties falling through grill grates, Judith says,”…my husband was in charge of the grill, started out on aluminum foil, we thought they might fall through the grates, he ended up putting them right on the grates (they firmed up while cooking on the foil for a bit) and they were wonderful!”
A couple other favorite summertime sandwiches include this chickpea salad sandwich and this veggie burger from Super Natural Cooking. And I like to bring these when we’re out camping. Here’s where you can see all my favorite camping recipes. Enjoy!!
More Tofu Recipes
- Tofu Scramble
- Sesame Seeded Tofu
- Caramelized Tofu
- Tofu Spring Rolls
- Salt and Pepper Tofu
- all tofu recipes
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Some things take time
Jun. 27th, 2025 04:08 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
So I'm going to start doing physical therapy stretches at least twice a day again, along with my frequent walks (whenever I have the opportunity!) and the water exercise class twice a week. It seems like a good plan.
I talked with the physical therapist about the fact that I think we need to set our expectations for the long term, because my body just doesn't heal/adjust quickly, so it's going to take a long time to get those muscles more flexible. I'll work on it, but my effort won't be enough ... it'll take time. In the past, I've always felt that if I just worked harder, then I could make things happen faster, but with my body's recovery it definitely doesn't work that way. It's a cliche, but it's also true: some things take time. That's frustrating, but it's also reassuring. If I don't seem to be improving noticeably, it isn't my "fault" ... it's just my body taking its time, and I need to learn to be okay with that.
In an example of how small the community is here on Kauai, Mary is working with the same physical therapist that I'm working with ... and the woman I met on Wednesday at the writers' group is friends with Gary and Mary because they all go to the same church. Kauai really is like a small town spread across an island's space.
Shannon and I are heading to Hanapepe for a Bon Dance festival tonight, which should be fun!
Midsommar: a queen for all seasons by Selkit
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Characters: Dani Ardor, Hanna, Siv
Rating: T
Length: 4,212
Creator Links:
Theme: female relationships
Summary: In her dreams, dark smudges crowd the edges of the world. One looms larger than the rest, twisting into impossible shapes, morphing into a figure with many faces, all of them howling with rage.
When she jolts awake, the dream-figure lingers. She tries to ignore it. She’s no stranger to nightmares. Her whole life has been one ever since her family’s deaths.
But things are different now. This is a new life. A new family.
Right?
Reccer's Notes: I love seeing what happens with Dani after the events of Midsommar, and this is such a good look at the continued ritual of being the May Queen! I am a known ho for ritual, but especially building off of the existing worldbuilding in such a believable way. I really enjoyed seeing more of Dani interacting with the other women of the Hårga as she learns to be part of her new family and culture. Plus the parts with Maja’s (and Christian’s) daughter were just perfect.
Fanwork Links: on AO3
Original Work: Always with you by Anonymous
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Characters/Pairings: powerful mage/warrior bonded to her
Rating: G
Length: n/a
Creator Links: creators have been revealed but the artist chose to make the work anon.
Themes: Female relationships, Femslash, Female characters, Characters of color, Magic
Summary: none provided
Reccer's Notes: Another gorgeous work from the recent Everything is Femslash exchange. It's in a fantasy setting, featuring a mage and her warrior. I love the warm earthy colours, and how, the mage being a little shorter, their faces and bodies fit together perfectly, and the way they're linked by the swirl of the magical bond. Beautiful. (Note that the post is locked to AO3.)
Fanwork Links: Always with you
Fic Rec: a queen for all seasons by Selkit (Midsommar, gen)
Jun. 27th, 2025 10:06 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Selkit
Word Count: 4,212
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Midsommar (2019)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Dani Ardor, Hanna (Midsommar), Siv (Midsommar)
Additional Tags: Post-Canon, Misses Clause Challenge, Yuletide 2021, Implied/Referenced Drug Use, Worldbuilding
Summary:
In her dreams, dark smudges crowd the edges of the world. One looms larger than the rest, twisting into impossible shapes, morphing into a figure with many faces, all of them howling with rage.
When she jolts awake, the dream-figure lingers. She tries to ignore it. She’s no stranger to nightmares. Her whole life has been one ever since her family’s deaths.
But things are different now. This is a new life. A new family.
Right?
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I love seeing what happens with Dani after the events of Midsommar, and this is such a good look at the continued ritual of being the May Queen! I am a ho for ritual after all, but especially building off of the existing worldbuilding in such a believable way. I really enjoyed seeing more of Dani interacting with the other women of the Hårga as she learns to be part of her new family and culture. Plus the parts with Maja’s (and Christian’s) daughter were just perfect.
Waiting for you to call me up and tell me I'm not alone
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My father adores his Diplocaulus salamandroides. My niece has been sent a picture of hers with its accompanying book, to be held in trust until her next visit. My mother has been presented with its enamel pin form, which is done in bands of lighter and darker purple instead of newt-like red and black. I had forgotten entirely about the stretch bonus of the Bandringa rayi, whose spoonbill suggests the Amazon river dolphin of the Pennsylvanian period. I really am invested in the continued existence of the Paleontological Research Institution, which is one of the reasons I have gladly thrown in to its Kickstarters for almost ten years. The present being so very full of horror and stupidity, it is important that it can also produce such snuggable plush of the past.
Fandom Fifty: #18
Jun. 27th, 2025 08:24 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
~ Kuffs - Christian Slater was allowed to go ham with this one, and it was just fun. If you like Fourth Wall breaks, check it out.
~ My Cousin Vinny - MARISA TOMEI. +swoons+ Yeah, no, that's what I've got. It's a fun movie, some beloved actors but HOT DAMN.
~ Fern Gully: The Last Rainforest - 2nd, I think of the three Mathis/Slater flicks. They both rocked their roles, but come on. Tim Curry was given license to OOZE through his villainy.
~ Sister Act - Witness in hiding, musical numbers, nuns being awesome? CHECK. I loved it. Sequel too.
~ A League of Their Own - Geena Davis. Lori Petty. Lots o' ladies being badass at what they do. HELL to the YEAH. Sweet, funny, sad by turns.
~ Rapid Fire - Brandon Lee got me to watch it. Powers Boothe made it worthwhile. I swear Brandon worked screen chemistry with every costar he ever had...
~ School Ties - anyone who doesn't think Brendan Fraser can ACT in addition to being hunky adorable and athletic? PLEASE GO WATCH THIS. Warning for all the antisemitism. It's the point of the movie, to shove it in your face and try to make you open your eyes.
~ Bram Stoker's Dracula - I don't care how unfaithful to the book it was, I actually enjoyed the tragic love story/reincarnation angle. And the movie is PRETTY.
~ Aladdin - Robin Williams. Period. That is the sole reason I enjoy this film so much, sorry, shallow.
~ The Muppet Christmas Carol - Did not quite bump the George C Scott one out of favorite position, but I still loved the hell out of it. Caine did well by the Muppets.
Metamorpho, the Element Man #6 (final issue) - "Sacrifice of the Hero Sun!"
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Anyway in this issue REX MASON DIES! That's right! I killed him in a fit of pique and I'd do it again! But like the murder on the Orient Express, I wasn't the only hand holding the knife! Steve Lieber laughed maniacally as he drew it! Lee Loughridge colored it in a blind red rage of fury! Ferran Delgado howled curses at a blood moon as he picked out the perfect font for the Stardust the Super Wizard joke! We're all taking it very badly, reader, and after you read this fantabulous final issue - so will you! -- Al Ewing
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Forgotten Realms OC fic
Jun. 27th, 2025 05:56 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Chapters: 1/1
Fandom: Forgotten Realms
Rating: General Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Original Half-Elf Character(s), Original Tiefling Character(s)
Additional Tags: Original Character(s) - Freeform, Family
Summary:
Draeden's a wandering tiefling, and is looking for a new adventuring party. What he finds is family.
Finding a Cousin
Draeden was actually impressed with the lack of attention given to him as he sauntered into Silverymoon to seek further opportunities. He completely understood why the most recent group had opted to go their own ways — humans and death-scares and all that — but it left him loose in the coin pouch to wander solely on his own.
His pale red skin and the twisting horns made it obvious he was of an often mistrusted species, and yet the squire had smiled and the two veteran guards had just nodded for him to proceed. Perhaps Silverymoon's reputation was warranted, or maybe they'd seen enough tieflings to know the odium was full of lies. It wasn't like he was a drow or something truly evil.
An inn called the Rusty Blade was recommended from one of his now former comrades, and that was where he took himself to. It was the kind of place that ran a tavern on the main floor, with rooms above and below, as they catered to all races… and dwarves could be odd about sleeping above ground at times. He paid up front for a room for three nights, hired a bath, and asked after meal time.
If he didn't find a band in three days needing a man of his skills, he'd move on to Everlund. It was rumored Harpers were in and out of that city, and where Harpers were, adventure (and profit) waited.
Until the meal, though, he planned to soak the last week out of his skin, polish his horns, oil his chafing tail, and generally be a pampered tiefling as best he could do without a suitable companion to aid him.
The meal was good, Draeden decided, if a bit higher on root-vegetables than he normally went for. The high number of elves present in the city probably influenced more vegetation being eaten. The bard was passable, playing rather than singing, and no doubt catching whispers of conversation to use as fodder.
Then the music was drowned out as the door opened and a striking half-elf in skirts, sword belt, and a tunic that looked like it cost a lordling's seasonal tax walked in to great acclaim from the regulars.
"Saer Kolarven, do you have the word of the skirmish for us?" the bard called out over the hearty greetings and cheers.
"Indeed, but can a poor servant of the city gain stew and ale before I set my tongue to wagging for you all?" the fighter said, voice not doing anything more than the mix of clothes did to settle a gender for Draeden. He was already writing the person off as an unlikely lead on adventures, hearing that quip, but something dragged his attention back, studying more closely.
Detail by detail, Draeden flicked through the clothing, the cut of hair and style of braids, the weapons, then the jewelry his keen eyes could make out —
— the teardrop dangling earring on one side. The glint and faceting was something native to Draeden's own family region, a particular way of working common stones into something pretty. It was an inexpensive bauble, so was out of place against the rest of Kolarven's garb.
When Kolarven finished eating the stew and theatrically took a massive drink of ale, Draeden caught the ripple of amusement that indicated this was common for the Knight. Listening to the pattern of speech, the inflections, all said 'elf-raised', but Draeden couldn't stop thinking that earring had significance.
He shifted at his table, raising his own mug in cheers to the final words of the tale of ending an orc raid, and made eye-contact, using every trick of his presence to make the Knight notice him. When Kolarven started moving through the people, gripping shoulders and quipping a few words with those they knew, Draeden saw the passage was aimed at his table, and half-smiled.
"Always up for new people catching my eye," Kolarven said as they dropped onto the bench beside Draeden.
"Well-met, saer," Draeden said in a friendly voice. "Draeden. Couldn't help but admire your myrrhina stone, as that style of working is from my family's region."
Kolarven reached up to touch the earring, eyes widening. "Might you know many of the families of that region?" they asked, reaching for casual and falling short. "Always meant to wander that way, but duty called me here."
"And why would you wander in that direction? Naught but farmers and stone-work," Draeden said. "One reason I venture out so far from there.
"But yes, I know most of the families, as there aren't many that don't tie back to mine in some way. On my mother's side, anyway."
Kolarven waved for a refill, for them both, and settled more on the bench. Prying ears and eyes turned away at some shift of the posture, and Draeden decided he could get used to a city that knew when to mind its own business.
"It was said that my father was from there, a man that adventured, and had unfinished business when his wounds had healed under my mother's care," Kolarven said, reciting a tale told to them no doubt. "A pair of these myrrhina stones were given to her, and when I came of age, she gave one to me."
"Know you his name?" Draeden asked, even as he felt a prickle of kinship. His own mother had been a wanderer and that was how she'd wooed a tiefling for his father. It seemed to run in the blood, to seek adventure and those least like themselves.
"He gave it as Thom of Hemslon, from that region, to her."
"Then we are kin, for Thom was my own mother's cousin," Draeden said, amused. "Fate steered me well, to know I have a gifted fighter for cousin in these lands."
"You say 'was' and while I know he was human — " Kolarven searched Draeden's face, and sighed at what was there.
"The unfinished business for a family matter, and another cousin dug the grave," Draeden said in sympathy. "He'd mentioned an elf lass, but the family did not know where."
Kolarven bowed their head a moment, then looked up with resolution at knowing. "At least I know then that he did mean to return but could not."
"That would be truth, for none of Hemslon let family be left behind, when it is known," Draeden promised. "I've sent two of my own children and their mothers back to have lives there. No doubt, they'll wander as I have, once they tire of soil and rock."
Kolarven laughed brightly at that. "I've none of my own, but should I meet yours, I'll treat them well, for we are family!"
Draeden raised his mug to that, and they both drank deeply.
"What brings you here?" Kolarven asked after.
"Looking for new adventures, and people to share them," Draeden answered honestly.
"Then I will have to introduce you to some of my friends… and hope you come here from time to time and share the tales!"
"I think, cousin, I will enjoy making Silverymoon a frequent resting place."
Dept. of Success
Jun. 27th, 2025 05:30 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Huzzah!
I don't have to say much about it, but yes, I managed to complete my IRS account, and got approved for a timed repayment plan. Huzzah indeed!
Phoebe
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The garden is starting, slowly to produce summer's abundance. We have had the first two yellow summer squash. Various cucumbers have set fruit, but nothing is even near harvest size. That is because I got most things planted so late. I've picked the first two larger tomatoes, Tim's Black Ruffles {Edit: I'm not at all convinced that this tomato is actual Black Ruffles, looks too smooth. It was a pack of complimentary seed so who knows}. The plant is in a 5 gallon bucket. Cherry tomatoes have started to produce. The first flowers are visible on Moon & Stars watermelon, though nothing has set yet.
Did a little cleanup in the shop today. There is a steady stream of stuff coming from SF to Ukiah that needs to be put away -- somewhere.
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⌈ Secret Post #6748 ⌋
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Two from Bathrobe.
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A couple of links from the Commenter Known as Bathrobe:
1) Can AI help revive Ainu? Jessie Lau writes for BBC Future:
There are only a handful of native Ainu speakers left. The language is currently listed by Unesco as “Critically Endangered”. Records suggest that in 1870 – one year after Ezo or Ezochi (now Hokkaido) was declared part of Japan – some 15,000 people spoke local varieties of Ainu, and the majority spoke no other language. But various government policies, including the banning of Ainu in schools, almost wiped the language and culture out. By 1917, the estimated number of speakers had plummeted to just 350 and has dropped precipitously since then.
Despite this, Ainu is arguably undergoing a revival. In 2019, Japan legally recognised the Ainu as Indigenous people of the country through a bill that included measures to foster their inclusion and visibility. And now various projects aim to preserve and revitalise the language – including with the help of artificial intelligence. There’s a chance that Ainu could survive for generations to come.
We talked about Ainu in 2016 and earlier this month.
2) Translation in Ukraine During the Stalinist Period: Literary Translation Policies and Practices, an open-access chapter (in Translation Under Communism, pp.141-172); it deals with the translation-related aspects of what I wrote about in this 2010 post and goes into some interesting details, e.g.:
The active phase of the process of Ukrainization (the implementation of indigenization policy in Soviet Ukraine), which effectively lasted from 1925 till 1929, greatly influenced all spheres of cultural life in Ukraine. Its beneficial effects persisted until the late 1930s. It was the national revival idea that inspired a rapid development of literary and non-literary translation in the 1920s, a decade that has gone down in Ukrainian history as the National Renaissance period. The expansion of literary translation into Ukrainian even involved opera houses in Kharkiv, Kyiv, and Odesa (Odessa in Russian), which in 1926 switched to using Ukrainian translations of Western and Russian classics in accordance with Ukrainization Decrees (Strikha 2006: 1.96).
Sometimes these mandatory measures caused an outraged reaction and resistance, for example, by the Odesa Opera House, with its long-standing Italian and Russian tradition (Shevelov 1989: 118). In spite of the fact that Ukrainization resulted in an increase of media and literature publications in Ukrainian, the introduction of the Ukrainian language into the school and university curriculum, and a general rise in interest in Ukrainian culture, a coercive administrative campaign ‘on the one hand, encouraged and required the use of Ukrainian and, on the other hand, viewed any sincere personal move in that direction as suspect and dangerous’ (ibid.: 128). Moreover, any initiative in this sphere that went beyond the allowed limits was seen as a form of dangerous nationalism.
The flourishing of translation in Soviet Ukraine lasted, then, from the mid-1920s to the early 1930s, approximately. In 1925, as Oleksandr Biletskyi (1884–1961) wrote in his review article ‘Perevodnaia literatura na Ukraine’ [Translated literature in Ukraine], translated literature still did not occupy a very prominent place in the Ukrainian book market (Beletskii81929/2011). But in 1927 the situation started to change dramatically: it became possible to offer the reader not only some pamphlets, but also the books of foreign authors, and even entire collections of their works, sometimes even prior to similar publications in Russian, such as An Anthology of Contemporary American Poetry, compiled and translated into Ukrainian by Ivan Kulyk, which was published as early as 1928 (ibid.: 388).
Literary scholar Yelyzaveta Starynkevych was able to assert in her 1930 review of the literature translated into Ukrainian in 1929–30 that the emergence of numerous valuable translations of world classics compelled sceptical readers to believe that translating into Ukrainian was not a waste of time and effort (Starynkevych 1930/2011: 443) and that the Ukrainian language was absolutely capable of meeting the demands posed by the content and style of these works.
Thanks, Bademantel!
You Can't Keep Me From Singing - someone else's filk
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Reproduced here so if Mudcat keeps being impossible to search, I can find it again:
( Whenever I begin to sing there's rising agitation )